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I took time to just draw myself because yesterday during a meeting we were asked to close our eyes & think of the first 3 things that popped our my heads after hearing the topic: "I love ______". I instantly thought: "Family, friends... anime (LOL.. I can't believe anime came 3rd in my mind)

Afterwards, they asked: "If you were to list what you love... when would you put "yourself" down? I found that to be really interesting..

Cause I did not even think about myself...

After being separated into small groups, we were asked "What stresses you out the most?"

I didn't realize I would end up breaking out in tears while answering the question. I'm just so scared of disappointing my family for my choices. I'm constantly doubting my capabilities... Honestly.. I think as I grow older I feel smaller as a person. It's easy to feel insignificant & lost. Lately I have not been mentally taking care of myself. And since it's February, the month of love... I made it a goal to start taking care of myself more & loving the person I am today, regardless of what I fear I'll become in the future.

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erorichu's avatar
i wish you luck on your goal! ;~; much love your way!